Darlin' that is wonderful news about your spirit drawings! Follow your heart and work for joy - the rewards will follow. Anytime we do things in service to others, the benefits are multidimensional.
This word 'balance' seems to be getting used alot lately. There seems to be some expectation of 'all things being equal' or evening out overall connected to it. Balance in a personal sense is more of a unique fit that is right for you. Sometimes this might be a flexible ever changing set of experiences or situations. Perhaps a better concept is finding your flow and going with it. When you do this, you attract opportunities that support your purpose and lessons.
In any case, we have missed you dear Shan and it is nice to have you pop in with an update.